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I've always had this fascination with the Holocaust ever since I read Ruth Gruener's story of how she went into hiding.
I've read Destined To Live, I am a Star, Diary of Anne Frank, Memories of Anne Frank, The Boy in the Striped Pajamas (I know it's fiction but it was still really good), Someone Named Eva (also fiction) and a bunch of other diaries that were included in Stolen Voices.
But I don't think I've read anything like what I read today.
It's a 197 page book by Miklos Nyiszli, a Hungarian-Jewish doctor who was forced to work under Doctor Josef Mengele, who was deemed "The Angel of Death" because of all the experiments in the name of "science" he conducted on countless prisoners in the Auschwitz camp. He conducted these experiments mostly on dwarfs, twins, and those who were crippled. Doctor Miklos described every horror he witnessed in his entire stay at Auschwitz, as well as the other camps he was sent to after Aushwitz was closed.
I sobbed through the entire book.
Not dead?
I've quickly learned as I get older, and I guess 'grow up', that you never catch a break do you? You just keep getting thrown bullshit, and you either continue rolling with the punches as they come, or you let it destroy you.
I guess I used to be intent on just letting it destroy me. To be fair, I was also extremely depressed, still am, but I felt like I had nothing to live for. I had no friends. My family didn't really give a shit. I didn't leave my house very often.
I was 18, yet still a child, still so so immature and naive and felt like everything is out to get me and target me specifically.
I still feel that way even now and I'm almos
Just gonna stop logging on lmao
Every time I log onto my dA, bad shit happens.
Since I was last on, the job I was for sure going to be hired for after volunteering open to close every day since day one? My boss completely blindsided me to hire a 60 year old woman with no qualifications whatsoever as receptionist. She can't even open a google chrome tab without asking for help. To make matters worse, my boss then had ME, the unpaid volunteer, TRAIN THE EMPLOYEE HE HIRED.
I mean shit literally can't get worse from here on out since I'm once again not getting hormones or anything, I lost my job opportunity, missed the window for going back to school for the fall semester, fu
I FUCKING JINXED IT
Shit hit the fan
lmfao
I had to give a police statement about the shit I found on my sisters phone, laptop, and tablet, and had to explain some certain unsavory fetishes to a jaded old police officer and my mother BECAUSE NEITHER OF THEM KNEW WHAT THEY WERE
my sister needs jesus
?????
Why is it that every time I come back, shit seems to hit the fan right after and I'm gone again for months????
Hello I am back until shit hits the fan again lmao
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Ermagawshhhhh :C
I need to start reading more about history...
I need to start reading more about history...