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On wednesday, it will have been a year since my sister passed away, and it also happens to be the first day of school.

There are no words to explain how I feel. 

This last year has dragged on, and I still wake up in the morning thinking that Chelcie is still here. I still wake up and hope that it was all a dream, and that she's okay.

But it wasn't a dream

and I'm never going to get her back.

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I've changed in the span of time I've been on this website.

I'm no longer the happy-go-lucky, immature little girl that I was when I opened this account. I've experienced so much in such a small amount of time, it's changed me.

That profile picture up there isn't me anymore. That was me before my uncle died, before my little sister died, before I tried to take my own life. Before I found out that God doesn't answer prayers, that time doesn't heal.

That not everything gets better at the end.

The evolution of Amanda Marie has finished; there's no going back to the innocence I once had.
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StellarPaint Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Hi there!
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! Tight Hug 

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

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StellarPaint Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
hey look who just made a upload :) awesome
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SilentArrow Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
yep (:
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StellarPaint Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
when i feel like reading i should read some of your stuff, im hopeing to see you around a bit more now yeah? :)
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SilentArrow Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
We'll see. I'm on tumblr and youtube more often than I am on here. I don't recommend reading anything past my stupid letters to my sister. My writings are amateur at best, and anything past those letters just get really weird and half-assed.
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nalanilover Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
OH MY GOD I REMEMBER JOW I FOUND YOU HOLY SHIZ I JUST RAN ACROSS THE PICTUREEEEE
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Risodki Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I know I'm late on this, but I wanted to say happy birthday! :la: :cake:
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SilentArrow Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! :D
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candylover10 Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday when it comes~
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