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Look at what I found at the end:

a void.

A deep, black, never ending void in my heart that will never heal.

I'm falling, and I'm too far down to be saved.

I laugh at my old quote; "Everything is better at the end."

How innocent I was, how blissfully unaware I was with how the world works.

In just one day, I went from happily skipping around the edge of the void, to cast down into the dark spiral that will ultimately end in the death of all that I once was.

That day was the 29th of July. The day I found out that God doesn't answer prayers.

The day I found out that not everything was better at the end: August 7th.

The day I found out that time does not heal: February 12th.

The day I found out that this journal is a massive trainwreck and a waste of time: february 17th.

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I've changed in the span of time I've been on this website.

I'm no longer the happy-go-lucky, immature little girl that I was when I opened this account. I've experienced so much in such a small amount of time, it's changed me.

That profile picture up there isn't me anymore. That was me before my uncle died, before my little sister died, before I tried to take my own life. Before I found out that God doesn't answer prayers, that time doesn't heal.

That not everything gets better at the end.

The evolution of Amanda Marie has finished; there's no going back to the innocence I once had.
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nalanilover Oct 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
OH MY GOD I REMEMBER JOW I FOUND YOU HOLY SHIZ I JUST RAN ACROSS THE PICTUREEEEE
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Risodki Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
I know I'm late on this, but I wanted to say happy birthday! :la: :cake:
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SilentArrow Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! :D
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candylover10 Sep 21, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday when it comes~
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SilentArrow Sep 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much~!
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You're welcome! 
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LaCiCi Aug 31, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
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